First "real" SLmm fukkin felt like it's described

This my 4th ever but THIS .dec 5 was strong and first time admined by fellow pig. My first three were weak selfies up to dec 35 and didn't feel much. Awesome blew my doors off so out of it I didn't know where I was and I thought we were somewhere else although I never left we never left the room. The guy admin was so kind and patient and I was mooing like a cow because it was so intense and it was done the morning of the next day and tiredness sets in and you're just crazy and limpy. But based on the real 5th ever and 6th ever (both mild and less than the dec 35) I know I'd like to throttle up to dec 4 for bit more horny pig slut ness. Still pics narrated, video lost because I was so out of it that I deleted both the completed video version and the individual scenes. Between the editor and the upload to here. Probably better because my mooing like a cow was embarrassing. and I had to delete the sounds on the editor. That nine second of craziness was worth looking at. I was both scared with the intensity of it and tired because it was the next morning of the second day. Got to catch Daddy on that first day I think sleep is so important for me and I think I can perform better the first day. Final note. The profile picture on my profile here was taken either later in the day or the next day when I was still so horned up and out of it that I dress like my skinhead alter ego guy and was going to hunt he public areas. I made blocks from the Mississippi River in the city I live in, and it's a huge homo and hetero cruise. Lots of dick you can get in there bNearby. But I do remember being so damn tired that second day that I didn't really go anywhere I fell asleep as I should have. It was important that I took up video of myself because I did not f****** recognize me. I was so thin I look like a real junkie pig. Like some murderer Lol. But despite the glass cocky, in which I tend to hit it hard, all of that range within the dec 3, dec 35 can be wild without my usual intestindity in the glass. I felt like I was a man Pig now. Clouds are for kids. LOL of course I don't feel that way.